Sunday, September 03, 2006
"Whatever I Feel" Part II
I don't know why but right in the middle of Alwyn Cosgrove's "Afterburn" Program I felt this overwhelming desire to switch out and train "Instinctively". Hudg Likes Instinctive. Hudg likes Spontaniety & Variety. It's kinda how I'm livin' my life right now. All kinds of things a simmerin' in my pot these days with responsibilities and all but I will say I am feeling fine and it's all good.
My house remodeling - Project PMS (Playboy Mansion South) has brought solid cold reality straight to me. This is going to take longer than I thought. Time and money. Money and time.
Yeah that's the bottom line. I'm seeing easily the rest of the year and maybe Spring now but know what?- I could care less. I will get this and am making forward progress although it has slowed to a snail's pace at present.
I have returned to working out as mentioned and have actually been doing pretty well I feel.
I love working out. That and a few other simple pleasures in this life makes Hudg a real happy man, easy to please I guess. I have within just the past two weeks returned to a program that gave me super results about 6-7 yrs ago and I hope it will "take me on Home" "Home" is wherever I want it to be but I'm roughly guessing about 170-175 lbs. We'll see. I have all but given up on Fat caliper readings. I cant seem to get consistent accurate results much and Im not even sure I trust what Im reading but I know I'm doing some good things and that's good enough for me. Clothes and mirror tell me all I need to know. I'm beginning to like what I see.
Faint hints still but I see them and I can "read". I will beat this son-of-a bitch and I will not stop till I do. It's never been more clear to me that this is all mental for me. I know exactly what to do and how to do it. It's show-time baby and I either bear down and bust these workouts or screw around with this. I have come way too far for that and why in the world would I wanna do such a thing? More random thoughts from Hudg this month but I'm still here and fightin' the good fight.
To all my Health Board friends,Parents,Brothers & kids -
I thank you for your support. I really do.
To my co-workers, buds in general -You are Fantastic.
Gary you are something I aspire to be.
Elle you are such a beautiful person.
Rick Woods & Randy Riggs -ya'll are friends of a lifetime.
Congrats Randy (Old Man /wink) on that new grandbaby - Carter Allen Riggs
I have no idea if it's Allen "with e or a or one or two l's", but so be it.
Ana & Moe, you are shining stars.
Labor Day 2006
192 lbs. - 57 "lost"
My house remodeling - Project PMS (Playboy Mansion South) has brought solid cold reality straight to me. This is going to take longer than I thought. Time and money. Money and time.
Yeah that's the bottom line. I'm seeing easily the rest of the year and maybe Spring now but know what?- I could care less. I will get this and am making forward progress although it has slowed to a snail's pace at present.
I have returned to working out as mentioned and have actually been doing pretty well I feel.
I love working out. That and a few other simple pleasures in this life makes Hudg a real happy man, easy to please I guess. I have within just the past two weeks returned to a program that gave me super results about 6-7 yrs ago and I hope it will "take me on Home" "Home" is wherever I want it to be but I'm roughly guessing about 170-175 lbs. We'll see. I have all but given up on Fat caliper readings. I cant seem to get consistent accurate results much and Im not even sure I trust what Im reading but I know I'm doing some good things and that's good enough for me. Clothes and mirror tell me all I need to know. I'm beginning to like what I see.
Faint hints still but I see them and I can "read". I will beat this son-of-a bitch and I will not stop till I do. It's never been more clear to me that this is all mental for me. I know exactly what to do and how to do it. It's show-time baby and I either bear down and bust these workouts or screw around with this. I have come way too far for that and why in the world would I wanna do such a thing? More random thoughts from Hudg this month but I'm still here and fightin' the good fight.
To all my Health Board friends,Parents,Brothers & kids -
I thank you for your support. I really do.
To my co-workers, buds in general -You are Fantastic.
Gary you are something I aspire to be.
Elle you are such a beautiful person.
Rick Woods & Randy Riggs -ya'll are friends of a lifetime.
Congrats Randy (Old Man /wink) on that new grandbaby - Carter Allen Riggs
I have no idea if it's Allen "with e or a or one or two l's", but so be it.
Ana & Moe, you are shining stars.
Labor Day 2006
192 lbs. - 57 "lost"
