Sunday, September 03, 2006

 

"Whatever I Feel" Part II

I don't know why but right in the middle of Alwyn Cosgrove's "Afterburn" Program I felt this overwhelming desire to switch out and train "Instinctively". Hudg Likes Instinctive. Hudg likes Spontaniety & Variety. It's kinda how I'm livin' my life right now. All kinds of things a simmerin' in my pot these days with responsibilities and all but I will say I am feeling fine and it's all good.

My house remodeling - Project PMS (Playboy Mansion South) has brought solid cold reality straight to me. This is going to take longer than I thought. Time and money. Money and time.
Yeah that's the bottom line. I'm seeing easily the rest of the year and maybe Spring now but know what?- I could care less. I will get this and am making forward progress although it has slowed to a snail's pace at present.

I have returned to working out as mentioned and have actually been doing pretty well I feel.
I love working out. That and a few other simple pleasures in this life makes Hudg a real happy man, easy to please I guess. I have within just the past two weeks returned to a program that gave me super results about 6-7 yrs ago and I hope it will "take me on Home" "Home" is wherever I want it to be but I'm roughly guessing about 170-175 lbs. We'll see. I have all but given up on Fat caliper readings. I cant seem to get consistent accurate results much and Im not even sure I trust what Im reading but I know I'm doing some good things and that's good enough for me. Clothes and mirror tell me all I need to know. I'm beginning to like what I see.
Faint hints still but I see them and I can "read". I will beat this son-of-a bitch and I will not stop till I do. It's never been more clear to me that this is all mental for me. I know exactly what to do and how to do it. It's show-time baby and I either bear down and bust these workouts or screw around with this. I have come way too far for that and why in the world would I wanna do such a thing? More random thoughts from Hudg this month but I'm still here and fightin' the good fight.

To all my Health Board friends,Parents,Brothers & kids -
I thank you for your support. I really do.
To my co-workers, buds in general -You are Fantastic.
Gary you are something I aspire to be.
Elle you are such a beautiful person.
Rick Woods & Randy Riggs -ya'll are friends of a lifetime.
Congrats Randy (Old Man /wink) on that new grandbaby - Carter Allen Riggs
I have no idea if it's Allen "with e or a or one or two l's", but so be it.

Ana & Moe, you are shining stars.

Labor Day 2006

192 lbs. - 57 "lost"

Comments:
I look at your pictures I think..WHO IS THIS MAN!?!? Look at the difference in your face alone! Watching you go through "everything" it is like watching a plant grow in the garden. YOu watch it closely some days and notice subtle changes; then one day you look at the plant and you are SHOCKED! " Holy shit look at how much it has changed and grown"
Look at you Jason! Who are you!??! You are really just an amazing spirit, Sir!!
 
Hi daddy this is your daughter mandy. I just wanted you to know how proud of you I am. Like moe said the difference is amazing and you've come so far.Keep your smile and may the lord bless you as he has myself by giving me a great father.
Love, 10-12er
 
Jason,
You look great!! Serious changes since your last set of pictures. Way to go...down 15 more. You are an amazing guy. You are so encouraging, and positive, thanks for everything!! You deserve the best, don't forget that.
 
You are kicking some serious ass here, Jason. Your transformation is absolutely inspirational and can only be described by superlatives. The expression on your face says it all. I am so happy for you,
 
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